i was born with ptosis on my left eyelid. When i was a kid i had two surgeries for this but it never really worked or lasted long. im 23 and i still have it and gotten used to it. But since i was a kid i avoided eye contact with people but now i only kinda do it to some people. i cant afford surgery cuz i dont have insurance or nothing. why didnt the past surgeries work??? i hate looking people in the eyes, i feel like such a loser.
